Galatians 6:9

Let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season we shall reap if we do not lose heart. Galatians 6:9

Confrontation with Guilt

Maybe it's true, I am at fault
when a chore gets left undone
What right have I to ask for more
than duty and obligation

Thoughts as these set the stage
for enslavement caused by guilt
Upon this manner of self abuse
a form of oppression is built

So, demon of guilt, my foe
let us have a confrontation
I challenge you this final day
for control of my destination

Far too long you have prevailed
as I let you infect my mind
With distracting accusations
leaving my fate behind

Unable to fill its purpose
and miserably detained
As age-old bonds of tradition
and methods are explained

You tease that progress does mean change
as I'm forced to remain the same
And those in power assure me
I have only myself to blame

For not accepting a modest life
since the world belongs to few
You taunt, the future is theirs as well
and there's nothing I can do

You boast that I am not allowed
to share in a profound task
My role is to be menial
just why, I'm compelled to ask

Days of hunting and gathering are over
new times have afforded great ease
Survival's no longer so basic
why force me to stay on my knees

Don't get me wrong, please understand
I love being mother and wife
But see this too, in all I do
there's more for me in life

You claim time proves that you are right
so why press on in vain
Why should I seek remarkable fate
instead of the mundane

You insist I be realistic
be 'normal,' but what for
I want to achieve my purpose
be bold, try hard, do more

You think my efforts are futile
but I don't dare settle for less
Than all my dreams can offer
in what my hopes possess

To just ignore them would be untrue
to my nature, faith and design
Inferior demon, surely you see
I must offer what is mine

For whatever aid that it can serve
to a world needing rules to change
To do anything I am able
to expand horizon and range

So this, my sad little fellow
is clearly the way it must be
For you, old friend are mistaken
dreams will not go wasted by me

By Vicky O. Misa